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I CAN'T STOP GETTING TOUCHED TO TEARS BY HER SINGING. (':
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I said a little prayer for you
17 November 2009 @ 04:30 pm
I CAN'T STOP GETTING TOUCHED TO TEARS BY HER SINGING. (':
15 November 2009 @ 09:56 pm
Honey I just can't get around it anymore
You make me feel like home is where you are
And baby I just can't run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it, home is where you are
Notes in my drawers, songs in my pockets,
Fragments of letters that you sent,
Leftover phone calls, cologne in the bath
I still have that bottle of Rosé
Staring at your photograph, tryin' to take it down
There's still a stirring in my heart
And honey I just can't get around it anymore
You make me feel like home is where you are
And baby I just can't run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it, home is where you are
I've never been to half of these places
But your postcard collection makes me crave
A little space, a little ways out of the city to the grace of another land, another tongue, another time
Staring at your photograph, I can't take it down
There's still a fire in me yet
Honey I just can't get around it anymore
You make me feel like home is where you are
And baby I just can't run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it, home is where you are
Oh honey I just can't get around it anymore
You make me feel like home is where you are
Baby I just can't run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it, home is where you are
Oh honey I just can't get around it anymore
You make me feel like home is where you are
Baby I just can't run around it every morn'n
It's time that I believe it, home is where you are
Honey I just can't
You better believe yeah
15 November 2009 @ 04:42 am
Hi all, okay so I couldn't sleep because I slept late last night and woke up early and slept again and woke up after lunch. And I hardly did anything tiring so yes, not sleepy, not tired, not hungry (thank God), but missing my baby. ): Apparently he's moved house so yeap, busy busy busy.
anyway so since i couldn't sleep, I was also getting tired of the previous layout, simplicity can only do so well and soon enough you get tired of it and so sick of it. Then I started searching through![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif)
tillyness for layouts and kept changing from one to the other and I just can't seem to find one that will hit me "THIS IS IT". And it came to a point where by I ALMOST purchase a paid account just so that i could get more options for layouts. see how it's bad now that the net has so much to offer and they tempt you with the good things but they put a price to it. :/
Also I came across this youtube video, I've no idea if any of you know about it cus I just found out that it happened, HTC flash mob dance.
okay what else? hmmmmm. I think it's time for bed now, good night people
anyway so since i couldn't sleep, I was also getting tired of the previous layout, simplicity can only do so well and soon enough you get tired of it and so sick of it. Then I started searching through
tillyness for layouts and kept changing from one to the other and I just can't seem to find one that will hit me "THIS IS IT". And it came to a point where by I ALMOST purchase a paid account just so that i could get more options for layouts. see how it's bad now that the net has so much to offer and they tempt you with the good things but they put a price to it. :/ Also I came across this youtube video, I've no idea if any of you know about it cus I just found out that it happened, HTC flash mob dance.
okay what else? hmmmmm. I think it's time for bed now, good night people
14 November 2009 @ 06:03 pm
Hi I know I haven't come back with putting up the photos nor blogging about my days and I'm sorry Cheryl i've not sent you the photos either. :/ but anyway, I'm opening up a spree (meaning i'm consolidating orders for the item/s), please take a look okay, get friends of friends of friends to get. support support.
I promise the rings are pretty. :D just click on image to get there. <3 thank you friends
AT LEAST TAKE A LOOK OKAY. <3
I promise the rings are pretty. :D just click on image to get there. <3 thank you friends
AT LEAST TAKE A LOOK OKAY. <3
09 November 2009 @ 10:07 pm
So I finally turned 18 officially and this year have been fantabulous!! <3 If you're hurt I didn't invite you to my birthday party or anything, please don't be, cus this year there isn't any of those. I just had a whole day with baby and another day out with my family and a few close friends to have lunch. How could I forget the largest ballooon I've ever received and the perfect cheap chocolate cake that everyone loves from gardens market. I wouldn't replace any of it for a party or whatsoever, no drunk girl, no dirty hair, no late night with friends over in my basement. (: (Psssst, you can see me wearing my beautiful pink watch ^^)
Before I post about all the photos on my camera or write about the two days(one was with baby only), I'll like to thank those who took the initiative to wish me happy birthday, be it text, comment or fb, I appreaciate it all.
Baby Wayne
Cheryl
Fred
Samuel
Jerry
Zhen Ming
Seok Ting
Raden
Mabel
James
Grace
Aaron
Nicholas
Andy
Edwin
Siti
Joan
Ziqun
Fazilah
Hanis
Mandy
Yu Ting
Gina
Itkhair
Firah
Ah Keong
Sheqal
Anita
Jasmine
Deslon
Pei Zhen
Claudia
Anthea
Ignasia
Feng Hua
Man Li
Shawn
Mansurah
Eleanor
Yi Qing
Debra
Han Cheng
Jovene
Amanda lim
Jiewan
I cross my heart and swear I appreciate it(:
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06 November 2009 @ 02:00 am
I'm turning eighteen very soon, a few more legal roles to fill, a little more responsibility to take, maybe some lucky fairy with me in the week with online buyer/seller bcs people are somehow very nice, but I lost my point, changes that has to be made, things that has to be learnt and one of them which many should have known (not very proud of), but is to read an analog watch, faster!
soooooooooooo, I got this. cheap, simple, nice, pretty, analog. but not waterproof. :/
But you can't deny it's pretty. I've also been shopping a little, I consider them as birthday gifts for myself(: but my pay hasn't come in yet and dental is draining me out, slowly. And root canal i'm coming on thu. :/ Getting a haircut tomorrow in town while baby get his at his place, then we'll have new hair by sat, and hopefully i look better cus i bought $38 worth of films for sunday.
I'm tired, new layout, and i can't wait for tomorrow actually. good night
soooooooooooo, I got this. cheap, simple, nice, pretty, analog. but not waterproof. :/
But you can't deny it's pretty. I've also been shopping a little, I consider them as birthday gifts for myself(: but my pay hasn't come in yet and dental is draining me out, slowly. And root canal i'm coming on thu. :/ Getting a haircut tomorrow in town while baby get his at his place, then we'll have new hair by sat, and hopefully i look better cus i bought $38 worth of films for sunday.
I'm tired, new layout, and i can't wait for tomorrow actually. good night
31 October 2009 @ 10:19 pm
I guess this is the longest since I actually stayed away from my blog or for the fact the net. I hardly have the interest to come on and blog anymore. Life's too good at the moment especially with love being around, or okay maybe not so good bcs I've had tooth ache and my gums have been swollen for days but my appointment with the orthodontics is only on Tuesday, also my pay isn't in yet, and my room is in a huge mess bcs i had intended to pack but left after a few hours, I've to miss training when I finally intend to make time away from everything else and go back. School's getting better bcs it's not a four day week in school and most probably most of us in class would be exempted from another module, yet again! Shiok only.
And bcs I just got my new pair of specs done, like finally, have to pay up the deposit, pay for more dentist fees in time to come, so I won't have as much cash on hand to get a hair cut before my birthday. ): but it's alright, it doesn't matter actually, as long as wayne still loves me as much. hahaha!!
So everything between wayne and I just couldn't get any better. I honestly have never felt this way in my entire-almost-eighteen-years of my life. The amount of coincidence we've had, the strong "telepathy" we both believe to have in common bcs we do or think or say almost the same things almost all the time. Have you ever felt like you're falling in love everyday but only deeper and deeper for the same person? And that you know even almost 24 hours together still isn't enough of being with each other?
Well that's partly us for you. <3<3<3 I can't waitt...................................
ps.i love you baby
And bcs I just got my new pair of specs done, like finally, have to pay up the deposit, pay for more dentist fees in time to come, so I won't have as much cash on hand to get a hair cut before my birthday. ): but it's alright, it doesn't matter actually, as long as wayne still loves me as much. hahaha!!
So everything between wayne and I just couldn't get any better. I honestly have never felt this way in my entire-almost-eighteen-years of my life. The amount of coincidence we've had, the strong "telepathy" we both believe to have in common bcs we do or think or say almost the same things almost all the time. Have you ever felt like you're falling in love everyday but only deeper and deeper for the same person? And that you know even almost 24 hours together still isn't enough of being with each other?
Well that's partly us for you. <3<3<3 I can't waitt...................................
ps.i love you baby
18 October 2009 @ 08:41 pm
Hi earthlings, school term has begun and I'll say so far all is good. New teachers, new syllabus, new classrooms and even a new coach. Met Cheryl and Fred again w Wayne for Idol on Wednesday and it was not bad as compared to last week's. But now I'm here waiting at home for Wayne's return. ): It's only been three days, though I get to see him on webcam 700km away and even go on msn with him for a short 10-15 mins a night, I still miss his terribly. Hurry come home and talk to me. ):
Okay so last night uncle ben finally got married to shu hui (now wife, not the one in the house). And little did we all know she had a twin till we saw her wedding montage! How surprising and although it was a small dinner, it was a rather good one. And judging from the photos, I think i reallllllllly need a haircut please. I'm so undescribable right now, unless yeah you can spot me from a sea of people just by looking for the girl with the mole on her nose.
So anyway, October is coming to an end, November is reaching and what's best is always left to the last, Christmas in December. This past week I've been having this desire for the feeling I had when it was the December period last year. No it's not about anybody but it was the feeling I had for quite a long period of time. A very peaceful and different, hmm can I describe it as a very sophisticated feeling? Independence too. It's amazing when I think back about what I've experienced last year (online business) alone doing all the trading all by myself, of course financially with some others. And not forgetting the crazy twilight saga period when I went a whole week without any contact and total silence to finish up the books accompanied by my pretty colored fairy mints. And now everytime I eat fairy mints, I miss the feeling!
oh and yes, I've failed to mention about the China trip on Christmas last year. It just couldn't get any better does it? Well I really reallllllllly hope there's still China trip this year. I don't care if it's summer or not, I want to go back there for awesome food, awesome bargains, awesome night lights, awesome weather and many many more awesome new experience. <3<3<3
I guess I'm so deprieved of comfort right now because I do not have wayne with me at my dinner table. It had been sucha routine right? <3<3<3<3<3 Quick come back pweeeeeeeeeease.
11 October 2009 @ 01:51 am
So recently somehow, or somewhat striked me with the feeling that I've to do tons of catching up. Okay maybe fact that the entire holidays I didn't touch a rugby ball except at sentosa many weekends ago. I only cycled like once? And I only met sam and cheryl this holiday. Many things that I've been wanting to do are not done like packing my room, etc. And despite almost all the time I spend with wayne, seriously I doubt there's been an hour we've not been in contact since the beginning. We're either together, asleep or awake at almost the same time, on the phone or texting with each other when we're not next to each other, I still feel that we've not spent enough time together. :D
Anyway, did a few things that's been on the list for awhile.
some others but I can't remember right now. I know I've been so away from the computer but school's starting and it's gonna mean less time with <3. So yeap morning cycle tomorrow gotta sleeeeeeep. good night people, good night love.
Anyway, did a few things that's been on the list for awhile.
- Finally gone back for facial after 2 whole years
- Celebrated dear Cheryl's birthday finally after 2-3 years of knowing her <3<3 (Happy birthday once again!)
- Finally bought and read finish the book Damaged by Cahty Glass (3/5 stars)
- Finally cleared all the unwanted or unused products in my toilet
- Found the right shoes and accesories for uncle ben's wedding next weekend
- Finally bought the first PS3 game for our home PS3 which has been around for years
- Finally caught Iron man bcs I never thought it would be nice, but i was wrong
some others but I can't remember right now. I know I've been so away from the computer but school's starting and it's gonna mean less time with <3. So yeap morning cycle tomorrow gotta sleeeeeeep. good night people, good night love.
01 October 2009 @ 12:39 am
And so the whole f1 event by pass the weekend so quickly and here I am a week later on my laptop. I feel so distant from the laptop and the television and my slippers too! bcs for three days i was in shoes for more than 12 hours. I know, sounds like no big deal, everybody wears shoes everyday to school. But yeah anyway f1 for me was, boring and I think this one time working experience for f1 is enough for me. I still prefer watching the race rather than to usher and all though i get to see bands up close, I'm sorry if there are fans who read but london fog was horrible. caused me headache with the over excessive drumming and strumming of the guitar. Linda my supervisor was right, the vocalist could be better looking to attract more people. they were scheduled to play three bloody times at the village stage, know how annoying that is? Other than that, backstreet boys, dim sum dollys and all that was good, food poisoning from the 2nd day too. :/ You can imagine how much I did not enjoy it. And I couldn't meet wayne the entire weekend.
The last three days made up for everything! (:(:(: <3 <3 I also just got the book I've been wanting to get for awhile, shall start reading. good night
The last three days made up for everything! (:(:(: <3 <3 I also just got the book I've been wanting to get for awhile, shall start reading. good night
23 September 2009 @ 03:16 pm
I just checked my account balance and I'm pretty much broke. I can't wait for the whole F1 event to be over and let the paycheck roll in $$$. I'm crazy mad about shoes that I am looking at them everyday, no joke I'm planning on a shopping trip just to get shoes only. soon then I'll start my saving up :)
Call me a mountain turtle but I only caught sex and the city the movie recently, and I just watched it again two nights ago and at the same scene I can't help but to cry when carrie stood out of the car in her wedding gown when big couldn't make it for his own wedding. </3 heart ache so emotional. But good news is that they're making the 2nd movie as I type! yayyye...
And yes I love the end of the years, so many birthdays, holidays, CHRISTMAS, CHI NEW YR. wah I like. Okay but first I need to get a new pair of specs, the lens just dropped out today, it was pretty funny I thought something happened to the degree to only realise there wasn't any lense in it like after 5 mins later. :/
Call me a mountain turtle but I only caught sex and the city the movie recently, and I just watched it again two nights ago and at the same scene I can't help but to cry when carrie stood out of the car in her wedding gown when big couldn't make it for his own wedding. </3 heart ache so emotional. But good news is that they're making the 2nd movie as I type! yayyye...
And yes I love the end of the years, so many birthdays, holidays, CHRISTMAS, CHI NEW YR. wah I like. Okay but first I need to get a new pair of specs, the lens just dropped out today, it was pretty funny I thought something happened to the degree to only realise there wasn't any lense in it like after 5 mins later. :/
23 September 2009 @ 12:45 am
So I was playing around with changing scenes on the newly updated msn I have and this is what follows
( xoxo )
( xoxo )
22 September 2009 @ 02:48 am
18 September 2009 @ 11:40 pm
It's sad, I'm broke all over again. : ( I think this month I've spent a lot more on my necessities alone as compared to the other months. The phone, the doctor, the daily/monthly needs, the brand new underwear just cus I really need it not want it, food (like duh), class chalet, baking stuff in the beginning of the month, class outing too. I've not bought any shoes this month and I'm dying to do so please : (. But I guess so far it's all worth it, I managed to plan a "surprise" earlier in the month for my now boyfriend, which I've mentioned too that it turned out a success. have a few other really awesome dinners as well, yesterday for example. But I guess those days where we just don't spend as much, we enjoy them even better. *awwwww heart melts just by thinking back*
Two nights ago Wayne and I went on our first night cycling which we've been planning for quite sometime, we cycled to tanjong katong just to try their famous wings then continued to ecp and back home, short trip cus it was getting late and daddy, mummy was waiting up, but it was :D:D:D:D:D. Also the days where we'd just be home either catching a dvdrip he brought over and just stay home and eat dinner together even if it's just maggie. :) I'm so happy <3<3<3
Okay so tomorrow we're all celebrating shu hui's 21st at my place, expecting a lot of cheena people and especially guys from the army cus that's like the kinda friends she likes to have, amazing how she does it all. Did up the ballooon deco in the living room area and gonna maybe do it in the basement as well. the whole process of thinking of what to get at the store till inflating the balloons got me thinking about my 18th later in november. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... how. oh wells
night people, night bf
Two nights ago Wayne and I went on our first night cycling which we've been planning for quite sometime, we cycled to tanjong katong just to try their famous wings then continued to ecp and back home, short trip cus it was getting late and daddy, mummy was waiting up, but it was :D:D:D:D:D. Also the days where we'd just be home either catching a dvdrip he brought over and just stay home and eat dinner together even if it's just maggie. :) I'm so happy <3<3<3
Okay so tomorrow we're all celebrating shu hui's 21st at my place, expecting a lot of cheena people and especially guys from the army cus that's like the kinda friends she likes to have, amazing how she does it all. Did up the ballooon deco in the living room area and gonna maybe do it in the basement as well. the whole process of thinking of what to get at the store till inflating the balloons got me thinking about my 18th later in november. aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........... how. oh wells
night people, night bf
14 September 2009 @ 12:22 am
I don't know what's wrong with me off late, when I mention in my previous post that I am anti-internet now, it means my feelings have been drawing me away from the net. I don't even go to facebook to check for any status or anything (okay maybe the class outing I did), I only read friend's blogs and guess what? I just spent an hour deleting all my other previous/private livejournal account. Soon I'll be deleting my blogspot ones if I can remember my passwords to them. This blog is stay of course, it's the only place I can keep up with my life in writing and maybe express my thoughts to people I feel that I can't do so face to face.
Also today I feel like it's time to throw away the past and have a fresh new start, for someone who hates throwing stuffs for memory sake, today I've thrown a lot of photos and papers away, more to come tomorrow cus I'm packing my room since it's the holidays. :/
Okay I'm going down now to wait for Wayne to come over to watch the match (((((((((((((((((:
Also today I feel like it's time to throw away the past and have a fresh new start, for someone who hates throwing stuffs for memory sake, today I've thrown a lot of photos and papers away, more to come tomorrow cus I'm packing my room since it's the holidays. :/
Okay I'm going down now to wait for Wayne to come over to watch the match (((((((((((((((((:
Current Music: You laid aside your majesty
13 September 2009 @ 08:20 pm
So the holidays are here, time for so many things like packing my room, watch all the newly stocked hundreds and hundreds of original dvds that just moved to the basement, meet my girls (all of them), bake more, rugby trainings (omg havent said that in a longest time), start a strict routine of cycling and hopefully swimming, jogging can wait. HAHA and of course try to wake up by ten everyday pleaseeeeeee. (:(:(:
so far I've been spending a lot of time sleeping and watching movies, at least 3 dvds in a day, yeah i know, crazy. Went to Sentosa on Wednesday with the girls in the house + Wayne, finally get the T-shirt tan line gone, had italian dinner at suntec which was awesome i want to bring everyone i love there at least once to try. illido cafe if you know it, price is pretty affordable I'd say. Went for the F1 onsite training yesterday and it was torturing, walked the entire route please.
Okay I'm not blogging, I'm like telling you what I did. I've been anti- internet lately, I dont know why
so far I've been spending a lot of time sleeping and watching movies, at least 3 dvds in a day, yeah i know, crazy. Went to Sentosa on Wednesday with the girls in the house + Wayne, finally get the T-shirt tan line gone, had italian dinner at suntec which was awesome i want to bring everyone i love there at least once to try. illido cafe if you know it, price is pretty affordable I'd say. Went for the F1 onsite training yesterday and it was torturing, walked the entire route please.
Okay I'm not blogging, I'm like telling you what I did. I've been anti- internet lately, I dont know why
08 September 2009 @ 07:56 am
In approximately two hours time, I'll be at the end of my first semester in higher nitec. And boy you do not know how I feel!! :D I'm so happy on one hand that it's finally the end of this crazy semester for me (fact that I hate how inconsistent I am in my work, can't wait to start a new sem), but on the other hand, for the first time going into the examination room with little confidence about the paper. :/ What's more, I'm really sick this time. I have been coughing for the past week and now my lypmh glands are swollen, might be an enfection or something, which apparently isn't doing my shoulders any justice, I'm acheing at almost every turn my head makes! ): So after dinner, took my medications and slept at 9pm, imagine how "prepared" I am for the paper.
oh weeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll.
03 September 2009 @ 09:48 pm
I guess everything or anything we expect/want/hope from others, it should all start with ourselves. I'm honestly still living in the thoughts about how f-ed up my education is and where I am right now. But I really really want to get out of it, I mean I could feel that I can talk about anything under the sun about anything, anything you can name off, I would talk about it. But just about my studies, I'll try to shy away from them.
And when someone who barely knows me asks me where I'm studying, I'll be like, "oh shit, not thissssssssssss :((( " but I'll have to say it anyway. So many people have tried to talk me out of the thought and accepting the fact now and just live the day and the way it is right now, but I'm always afraid about meeting new people. Because I'm pretty sure they'd ask "so where are you studying now? ". Then if I had said " Higher nitec in ITE", majority don't even know whats the difference in nitec and higher nitec please, all they care about is, ITE = useless/vocational school for spoilt brats. I hate being sterotyped, so I guess I'll have to stop. Then maybe everything will look better for me. (:
And when someone who barely knows me asks me where I'm studying, I'll be like, "oh shit, not thissssssssssss :((( " but I'll have to say it anyway. So many people have tried to talk me out of the thought and accepting the fact now and just live the day and the way it is right now, but I'm always afraid about meeting new people. Because I'm pretty sure they'd ask "so where are you studying now? ". Then if I had said " Higher nitec in ITE", majority don't even know whats the difference in nitec and higher nitec please, all they care about is, ITE = useless/vocational school for spoilt brats. I hate being sterotyped, so I guess I'll have to stop. Then maybe everything will look better for me. (:
03 September 2009 @ 12:47 am
I don't know why, but my days have been on and off/ good and bad. Sometimes I wished I couldn't care less because then I won't hurt as much. But sometimes (actually less often than never) I wished I cared more about somebody or something. As the days passed and the things w's bothered about has just filtered down to me being less concern (from my actions) for him. And that sucks, because I hate being doubted. I hate how someone would say that I am this or that when I feel that I am not.
I don't know why, as much as I don't want to think about it. But it still crosses my mind, I'm pretty sure it was on yours as well. Oh well... :/
I'm having a headache now and I'm coughing so badly I could feel my tonsils tearing. My eyes are so dry they feel like I have put them out in the sun for a week, I need sleep away from everything.
Of course it's not always bad, most of the time it isn't. I had an awesome day yesterday with the class, mr faris and wayne. But I'm not in the right mood now to blog further. ciao
I don't know why, as much as I don't want to think about it. But it still crosses my mind, I'm pretty sure it was on yours as well. Oh well... :/
I'm having a headache now and I'm coughing so badly I could feel my tonsils tearing. My eyes are so dry they feel like I have put them out in the sun for a week, I need sleep away from everything.
Of course it's not always bad, most of the time it isn't. I had an awesome day yesterday with the class, mr faris and wayne. But I'm not in the right mood now to blog further. ciao
01 September 2009 @ 12:43 am
Today's surprise turned out, a success. Caught The Time Traveler's Wife, please people, do take 2 hours out of your life to watch this. This is very much similar to The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. Rachel McAdams just makes the show even better! :D:D:D
Been spending the weekend packing up the basement/study room/store room/kitchen. My family just has toooo many stuffs, even food expired in 2003 were still in my kitchen, spent more than an hour in the basement looking through old photo albums as well. <3 Hopefully Wayne can make it over by noon to bake oatmeal cookies w me tomorrow! Then after so, supreme court with the class then dinner and all. Apparently Mr Faris has been promoted to section head, therefore we won't see him as often anymore. oh wellllllll. (:
Been spending the weekend packing up the basement/study room/store room/kitchen. My family just has toooo many stuffs, even food expired in 2003 were still in my kitchen, spent more than an hour in the basement looking through old photo albums as well. <3 Hopefully Wayne can make it over by noon to bake oatmeal cookies w me tomorrow! Then after so, supreme court with the class then dinner and all. Apparently Mr Faris has been promoted to section head, therefore we won't see him as often anymore. oh wellllllll. (: